My true reactions when I finished Allegiant.
Chapter 54 *family checks on me*
Keep your hopes high
I stay with him because I choose to, everyday that I wake up, everyday that we fought or lie to each other our disappoint each other. I choose him over and over again, and he chooses me.
Today I found myself laughing and smiling but genuinely happy. I want laughing to mask any saddness or smiling because it’s what people wanted to see. there was nothing plaguing my mind and pushing The happiness away like it often happens. I felt beautiful again, not itln the looks way but in The way that you see someone when joy just flowing out of them creating an aura that is just so wonderful. I feel like I have finally gotten back to The way I used to feel such a long time ago before life got so complicated. It was nice to just sit in the sun intoxicated by bliss. I dont know how long it will last but im trying not to think about that. I just want to enjoy it for as long as I can.
About to start insurgent :D